Q for Questioning

What do you do when your faith is changing?







Little by little, I see one aspect of what I use to believe become blurred. It's as if my vision was clear and, slowly, it's all gone blurry.

 I don't know which way I'm walking towards or what path I'm taking.

It's all very confusing.


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I don't know if this image will give anybody any hope, but I found it just now and maybe it's right.
 But then if this image talks about any faith or belief, then who's to say that this cycle won't happen to anyone of every religion. Who's to say that one religion is right and one religion is wrong. Why can't we know the truth?

I feel hopeless.

Thumbs down.

No more sleep

4 am resident building lobby
studying for geology and other fun stuff


I really don't know how it's so easy sometimes and so hard other times. It probably depends on the class because I'm so TIRED of taking a class that's so DUMB and BORING. It's not my major. "Well-rounded" my a**. But you gotta do it, if you want that A you gotta stay up those extra hours to study.


Thumbs down; I need my sleep.

Twin flame soul mate

Twin souls: A popular romantic belief that there is one true soul mate.
http://kuriakon00.tripod.com/soulmate/

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." 

~Judy Garland 

  I met this beautiful man October 10th of last year.

Since then, we've cuddled, we've kissed, we've cried, we've fought. But I've never met a man whom I love so much.

I think, at times, it's normal to have doubts. It's just how you act upon those doubts. Although, I wish I just knew for sure if this guy I have in my life is my other half. A friend once told me that it wouldn't be as fun if we knew all the mysteries of life. Yet, I think I would be content and love the life I had if everybody knew for sure that there is a God and if the person they're with is the one they're meant to be with. There wouldn't be any arguments, any worry. I can understand her point. Maybe I'm just not seeing life how she sees it just yet.

 

College Experience = Thumbs Up

Festival of Lights

 

Happy Diwali! My college celebrated the Indian Festival of Lights last Friday. There was food, henna, and fireworks. And the music throughout the night made me want to dance the whole time.

"May the festival of lights brighten up you and your near and dear ones lives."

~Shikha

More info: http://www.diwalifestival.org/ 

Thumbs up!

Do you like my costume???

10:30 am time before lunch

Checking my mail, my email, and this blog.

I've gotten to the point where I have been able to keep up with this blog and it feels great.

As I checked everything in the mail room, this group of little preschoolers came in a single file line, almost racing to the mail room from the cold outside.

The first two girls walked past this soda machine and told their mommies, while pointing at the soda machines, that "these are for daddies!" And the moms agreed. I guess the stereotype for daddies are now adult males drinking sodas.

These two girlies walked past me and I told one that I liked her pumpkin costume and the girl said "thank you" and the the next girl over asked me, "do you like my costume???" And i eagerly nodded my head and said "yes, it looks very pretty." It was a fairy princess costume.

           

And as the rest of the group came forward, a light buzz year led the way and tried to open up all the locked mailboxes and all the kids followed him and pretended as if they could open them and as if they owned them. And for a second, I believed them.


The last of the group was this cute little lion walking along like a stumbling, baby deer. And as I waved to him the mom told him to say hello, and in this big, loud voice, he greeted me.


Thumbs up to these cute little kids who brightened my day.